wallpaper_10782.jpg i want to die, i'm bored with life, this world has nothing for me, and eternal life is like hell for me, i'm in no pain, i'm bored not motivated, i have no goals, i spent the last 2 years trying to find god but i can't he doesn't exist for me, i believe that this world is all, and i can't be bothered to make an effort at this life of mine, so my life isn't quite fair, it might be better tomorrow i just want to laugh again, but then why bother, who cares? and don't tell me jesus cares, Sometimes i don't beleive he existed maybe u can help me if so that's great u probably can't oh well, i've been suicidal for 4 years? why haven't i done it? maybe i won't, but i feel that as my life goes down and down i just can't be bothered, if someone tried to kill me would i stop them? probably not, oh well whatever i just need to get this stuff out, i feel a bit better thanks, who knows i may live on
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But i Have to help me First scary Fat PICT0099.JPG PICT0098.JPG This is My Arm My Mother Do this with me I But I dont care when my mother do that I care whe she say Bad words with me , my parents make me feel like trash , I feel like a worst thing in this world Useless Lonely Angst dissapointmet Patetic Stupid Loser Understament I hide my pain bihide a fake smile life, My, my, true
Lizardgirl159, 4 days ago
like ya know someone important? but only like if you want to.
Lizardgirl159, 4 days ago
you should tell someone.
taahzeen, 2 months ago
i'm feelin sad n.. i'm cryn.. almst
u take care gal'
thatgirl003, 3 months ago
hey girly wow deep huh?
well im sure hearing dont kill self would just fall on deaf ears but please listen
i been where you are not by my mom but still i beenw here you are you cant let this breack you you ment to be in this world for a reason and i know you proubley reading this saying but i dont want to trust me you do becuse you are a great person and yes you dont dersevre what hapin to you but you def dont derserve to die what got me threw where my friends if you dont have ones you trust let me be your ears and always member somebody always has it wroce then you.
EMOBABY7722, 5 months ago
HEY I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU...ALTHOUGH I HAVE NEVER BEEN THROUGH THINGS LIKE THAT WITH MY PARENTS I STILL KNOW HOW YOU FEEL BECAUSE I GET IT AT SCHOOL EVERY SINGLE DAY. I AM SUICIDAL TO BUT I DONT NORMALLY TELL PEOPLE. I HAVE TRIED BUT BEEN STOPPED EVERY TIME...I USED TO BE A SELF-HARMER...IN FACT I STILL AM I AM LAYING LOW FOR A WHILE THOUGH. JUST REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE TO TALK TO. AND EVEN THO I AM ENGLISH YOU CAN TALK TO ME XD
xkamuelax, 5 months ago
That is really bad and so scary! I'm so so so so so sorry that your parents don'tsee the true beauty that lays within you. You should never ever ever feel like this.. and when you are good and ready to leave this horrid place just know that there's a whole world of people outside your broken home that will love you and treat you with such respect that all of that bad things in life will eventually fade away.